Outing today, meeting lingli for the first time since wuhan and seeing xilin after days of mia. lol. The few of us just walking around orchard, eating and doing nothing. Met a few friends along the way, saw ben since 1 year plus! Chilled out at skate park for some talks before going home.
Illusions before me, blinding what i see.
Bewilder i am, now do i see.
Senses come to, decision to be made.
Memories left behind, moving on is what i need.
Rather believe what i see than what i hear.
There is no reason for me to carry on.
It could be me and not you,
That changes everything.
Or is it i couldn't accept what you were.
All the lies and facts i know of,
I don't know which to believe.
Choose to annihilate everything,
Isolate one from this predicament.
Behind chains and bars,
In deep solitude for years to come.
Till the day arrive,
Where the sleeping dragon will be awaken.