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Sunday, January 31, 2010

The week is just too much to handle or shall i say, this month. In the process of completing most of my projects and gotta study for tests. PM first to come tml. Had soccer yesterday and not in the best fitness of all, wonder how to pass napfa like that and go for marathons... Met up with matt to do WAD, virtually there i will say.
A bad month for most of us, especially for me. Just want to have someone to talk to but i guess i gotta wait till exams are over since everyone kinda busy right now. Probably during cny, i can talk to my cousin. Just been bothering me like almost 24hrs each day. How i wish i could just get some solutions for it cause escaping from it isn't helping, it only get worse
Is this the end?

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Friday, January 29, 2010

Been rather busy this week until no time to update. So many work piling up. 3 projects, 5 tests happening next two weeks!!! Lucky got only 2 exams paper. Past few days just doing work, going home, watch dramas and playing games for awhile. Boring life, cant wait for holidays to come. Didn't even exercise but lucky tml got soccer match. Doubt can play well or stamina to last long.
How i wish time would just stop or go back, just getting too stress now...

I need to stop believing...

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Sunday, January 24, 2010


Spent my time doing things that is worth my time, that is homework, projects! Did quite an amount before going to play games, watching tv. Heard bad news from ky. My condolences to you. I understand how you feel and i believe she is in a better place now where the angels will take care of her and she will look after you from above. God Bless.

"Love is stronger than death even though it can't stop death from happening, but no matter how hard death tries, it can't separate people from love."

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Friday, January 22, 2010


Interview back at secondary school was quite fun, remembering all the past times. Going back to school bring back memories too, good ones and bad ones, happy ones and sad ones. Chat with some of the teachers before going to Clementi Sport Complex watch NewTown basketball girls playing their match. Went to gym after the match and dinner.

This is just a bad week for me...

How i wish i could just tell you what inside of me, wish things will not be this way. At least i need an answer or is it I'm avoiding it... Even if there are hints, i won't be able to notice.

"Life is like a tetris game, one mistake and is hard to make amendments."

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Thursday, January 21, 2010


Wasted my time in raymond class, should have slept the extra 2 hours. Hearing him teach is pointless, nobody understand what he saying. Spent my time watching MVs... PM presentation much better today though room for improvement for next week final presentation. Spent the next few hours doing tutorial at MDE office  before running with siyao n ziyi. Had lunch with the mdes peeps and homed. Feel slight pain in my right ankle. Thank god i recovered from my illness. Tml interview and not prepared yet!

"A laugh can hide the tears, a smile can hide the pain, but nothing can hide what you feel inside."


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Wednesday, January 20, 2010


I&E finally ended! Presentation was rather anyhow but success i guess. Throat still ain't going well, kinda feel warm and dry there. Sigh, still got presentations on thursday and friday and a interview on friday. Wonder how I'm gonna go by this two days. Good thing is my fever subside and gotta rush my PM presentation, dec tutorial!! Doubt i can sleep early tonight...
Why does it feel so weird right now...

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Tuesday, January 19, 2010


 Lessons as usual, DEC practical test next week i guess. AT last lesson, pract test coming up too. BIS quiz got 72! Anyhow do also can get this mark. Minor recovery from yesterday, had some fever still inside of me. Some dizzy spells during lessons, lucky i didn't faint though. Tml I&E presentation, at last its gonna end. Gotta have more rest!! Darn, now my throat is sore!!

"Sometimes when you are feeling weird or something is missing, is because you misses him/her."

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Monday, January 18, 2010


 Feeling tired and suffering from a fever, made my way to school and attend PM lesson. Didn't really listen though, watching drama as usual but manage to clarify stuffs on assignment. Had lunch and still feeling not good, went home. Had a good rest but mood-less to do any work. Feeling better...

"If life is like a drama, then i would know what will happen next."

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Sunday, January 17, 2010


Happy Birthday Xilin!

An early Sunday and had to meet the rest to try to get xilin's present, so met at 11am. The 2hours spend were to no avail, didn't manage to get any suitable ones. So went to suki sushi to have our buffet! At a table with jiaming, ky and clark while shawn, xilin, lingli & kevin at the other. Our table can say is the craziest, ate alot & our mussels mentai were so much that we were afraid of it at the end. Full to the max, decide to close our table first & slack off at the arcade before settling the card stuff, completed it in a funny way. Told xilin of her present situation, so went to search for it from heeren to far east to taka but still no liking. So off to vivo next, met wenhao & ziyi! At vivo bought some soya milk at giant, some sweets at daiso and went to the amphitheater to chill. At last celebrated the cake(since it has been brought at 11am) and had chats, funny pics, break dancing, stunts... Off home at 11plus. Now my neck seem to be aching...

A day to keep my thoughts away or so i guess...

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Friday, January 15, 2010


BIS lesson ended early and we had to delay time so as to bring minshan to BTP's pizza hut(opened at 11am, class end at 10am). So went to support larry's and lingli's I&E. Not bad though the food. Pizza Hut ordered student meal and we guys treat her, birthday 'present' from us. Free flow of pepsi, so ended up having a cup extra and use that to mix with pepper, coffee, cheese, chili flakes. Played secret number and all of us got the chance to drink except for siyao who came off as the champion, shiyun drank 3 times! I think buy toto also not that accurate. Guess most of us the stomach might have problem soon, haha. Didn't go for eng econs class and went to clubhouse play game, help out for second day of interview. Realise my mouse spoil! Gonna change a new one soon. Heard from friends in the committee about my bro interview part, disappointed in him, no words to say. Dinner at mac and home...tired...

"Sometimes seem to be close, sometimes seem to be far"

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Thursday, January 14, 2010


Late for WAD class, not by accident but purposely late cause i see no point turning up for class and end up understanding nothing, wasting my time. PM presentation today sucks, didn't do well but thank god that assignment 1 got 99... Stress though, to keep up to the standard. Suppose to go to SYOGOC HQ for briefing/collect money but ended up helping at the SL/OC recruitment then had a late dinner. Sad can't be SL but i believe will be great being a Crew with friends!

"I will always be there for you, through the good times and the bad, the smooth and the rough, or just any other time you need somebody ... Just look for me, and I'll be there for you"

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Wednesday, January 13, 2010


First thing in the morning stomach ache, thus couldn't go school early for I&E booth. Went at noon, without even having lunch. Help huiping buy plastic bags for her tea leaves egg while on the way. Booth was quite alright, manage to have orders of about 10? Slack the whole time then got home and did Project Management chapter 6. Watch the American Idol Latest Season 9 on StarWorld, live via satellite and realise simon cowell is still in it, i thought he had quit? lol. Stupid WAD lecturer, now then send the excel for me to compile the groups to be send to him when this should be done like last year...zzz.. Tml going for SYOGOC, gonna waste my time over there! Damn stupid the whole thing...


"sometimes in life people build up walls, not to block people out..but to see who loves them enough to break them down."


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Tuesday, January 12, 2010


 School today is just too tiring. Went for DEC lecture in the morning. Upon reaching, straight down to the table and slept for the whole 1 hour lecture. Went out of room to change class, didn't see the small step almost fall, got a slight skin tear on my ankle, hurts. Guess i was too sleepy. DEC practical afterwards was quite awake as i bought coffee before going to class. Didn't understand the topic well, the program can't really run properly. Lunch came and go, automation is the most tiring, gotta think of how the PLC gonna work and doing it alone is quite tiring, how i wish my group mates can help me to the best they can, no matter wrong or right. BIS lesson slept again but woke up and provide some answers so that can quickly go off.
Swimming after going home put things down, manage to swim 800m. Hopefully can go back to the past, where swimming 1500m is no problem.

"Trust, something that can't be as what it used to be once it been hurt."

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Monday, January 11, 2010



Funny stuffs happen at school today. We were suppose to write out the program code and show to teacher but then some of our codes cant work properly so we begin to use matthew computer, which can work and swap around let teacher mark without him noticing! Tired the whole day, got slight fever, could be due to lack of sleep and bad lifestyle. Rest more! 1 more month to CNY and money coming in but is closer to exams! Thursday gonna go to SYOGOC HQ to collect money as well as a briefing for the Modern Penthalon which is kinda tiring since is 6.30pm to 8pm...
Been watching too many dramas, 桃花小妹,下一站幸福,海派甜心 that my whole mood kinda go emo abit, alot of nice quotes from the dramas, shall post them some time.

"Being your angel until the day where you don't need me, shall i slowly disappear from your sight"

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Sunday, January 10, 2010


Due to a late night(slept at 5am), woke up pretty late at 2pm. Wanted to do homework but just don't have the energy to even move. Siyao called for gym, mind was willing but body was not. After dinner, did some of DEC and just sit in front of the com, finish what ever amount of episodes of dramas that i have not finish or catch up on.
Too much dramas could have polluted my mind but it kinda make some sense into me. I think i know what to do, what to expect.
Details to be referred...


Memories are still there, cant be lock away no matter how hard we try.

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Saturday, January 9, 2010

Got to town today with chwen, jason to get sk birthday present. Shop around before deciding to get him a NUM shirt. Then chwen went to work while jason and i went to the arcade to kill time before meeting the rest at orchard mrt. Made our way to the Orchard Hotel area, Esmirada Restaurant which is a Mediterranean/Greek style restaurant. Don't go there if you are short on cash, it is quite expensive for a meal. They had a tradition at 9pm every day which every diner in the house must stop eating and clap along with the music, watch them entertain us with the plates breaking and they even gave us a plate each to throw! Which restaurant will allow you to throw plates! These are different plates from those that we used to eat. This signify a greek tradition call Zorba, which means 'Good luck'. Kinda dangerous though with the broken pieces of plates around flying but it was fun and their service is good too.
After dinner went to The Cathay, Dhoby Ghaut meet those who never go to eat. Decided to catch a midnight movie then go for a drink. Watch 'Its Complicated', damn hilarious, worth to watch. Took night rider home cause of financial problems, reached home at 4am! -.-

Its not easy being myself.



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Friday, January 8, 2010



Since break got 3 hours, we went to SP to eat and see their open house. Zal manage to get their goodie bag using his old secondary school ezlink! Went back to school for electives and did a simple short presentation before class ends. This time, met with siyao and nicholas tay at convention and try to get the Ngee Ann Poly shirt. Manage to trick the FMS girl saying i am a ite student and she give in! haha. Got home and met up at CCK mrt station with the rest.

Headed to Warren Country Club for the SSA SAN & TSC 5th Anniversary Dinner. Been a long time since i went there. Finally got accredited as a listed TO! Seminar was boring, briefing up on the new stuffs & i even got a last minute job to be a model for the previous TO uniform! We were separated initially, all different tables but still manage to find a way of grouping together, pro aren't we! Food was buffet and i would say, average. Had alot of fun like the Q&A session, our yum seng, lucky draw and etc. On the way back out of warren, had to walk out to the main gate which is freaking long. Manage to have some crazy moments while walking out, singing songs, walking on road like crazy people and i scared priscilla by saying "Eh, did you see something at the golf course?", the area was quite dark, no lights. Got back to CCK and bus trip home. Went to chiong drama,  下一站,幸福 and episode 10 is interesting to which the background is nice! Almost forgot, Happy 20th Birthday Shi Kun! First to hit 20! haha

I feel so helpless at times...


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Thursday, January 7, 2010


4th day of school and is totally sucks. Projects everywhere, tutorials needed to be done, etc. PM presentation today was quite nervy but successful. Today marks the first day of Open House in all polytechnics. Went to walk around at the atrium side then to NP Orchard to support weijun event, Frolicks! Ate then went to run. Been about a month since i last ran and i ran 10km this time! woots! I'm getting better! Hopefully my schedule can be properly arranged so that i can run at night nearby my house the park to prepare for Adidas Sundown!
Tml SSA dinner! Pictures and fun awaits!

I guess i think too much at times.

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010

School sure is getting more stress and suck then ever. PM got 76, quite ok consider i last minute memorise. DEC got 72, careless mistakes quite a number and WAD, sigh, a expected fail from it. Well, 3 person in the class pass only. Presentations, projects all coming up together soon. Can't wait for friday SSA dinner and then saturday sk birthday celebration.
Heard jason finally "propose" already, so official together with his gf, then still say they want match make me and her friend, lol. Anyway, congrats to him!

I don't know myself right now.

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Sunday, January 3, 2010


Tml is back to school. Sian, how i wish holidays could just extend. Projects just gonna keep coming in. Didn't get to exercise much during the holidays. New year, new things, just gonna past each day fruitfully. Gonna go back to swimming each week, finding time for running, especially at night. Anyway, got myself a planner, gonna plan my time better this year!


Just not the in the right mood.

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Saturday, January 2, 2010


 Went to Marina square with ky, shawn, clarinda, aik hao, jiaying, joanne and senghow. Most came late though, so i and ky enjoy ourself at the arcade before playing pool. Went to food court to eat(i just realise marina square got food court! lol) while waiting for the bowling alley people to call due to many people. Got our turn quite fast, played quite badly. Didn't reach my expected 100 per game. Clarinda is one pro bowler, hidden talent! Slack around after bowling before i go to grandma's house for dinner.

Its getting weird.

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Friday, January 1, 2010


 First post of 2010!

Yesterday went to Flyer with family then had dinner. Manage to persuade to let me ton at kaiyang's house. Went late around 11pm. Countdown with them and had to help them clear abit of the huge amount of leftover food which they bought too much for steamboat. Watched 2 movies, The Uninvited and Home Alone 2. Most KO by the time at 2nd movie. In the end only, myself, ky, clark survived. Played cards, listen music to spend the time away. Had lunch before going home.
Slept like 6 hours the whole afternoon today before going to swim at bukit batok complex. Quite awhile since i last swam, so just swam as much as i can, i think about 10 over laps.

Had a different countdown each year. Hopefully next year will be something different and special. Tomorrow bowling at marina!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

A new year, new beginning, new wishes, new life.

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