Presentation on thurs was successful, got 94, room for improvement. Yesterday went for the International Idol Concert and it was interesting but got fed up with the management for not letting us back in when we go toilet. Got home around 10pm.

Weekends not much plans, gotta do projects and projects...Hoping Sunday Pulau Uubin trip can help to take a breather from whatever stuffs going thru me...


"My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction."

Stress!!! Presentation tml and script not ready, powerpoint almost ready...argh... Still got my IS stuff need to think about how to get it done, etc... 2nd week only so much things to do, presentations, assignments and something else is bothering me too!!!
HEADACHES!!!!


If only got time and space to relax but it will only make my mind wander about...haiz... Need to find a solution asap...


"Spending time reflecting on the words of others can change your attitude."
Byron Pulsifer

Slept like around 3am last night on the sofa... Woke up around 6am to prepare to get to Toa Payoh Swimming Complex for the last session. Morning session wasn't bad though. Just when i thought i was lucky not to officiate the last event, 1500m, it rained! Was like sitting there letting the rain fall on me till the whole session ended... Pray i don't get sick.

After which i and taytay went to buy milk tea at Koi Cafe then off to orchard to buy our backpacks! Bought a yakpak for $60, after 20% discount. Home sweet home for me while taytay go to expo find his parents. Tiring weekend for me...


'If we were meant to be, we were meant to be.'

Woke up at 4am and prepared for my first marathon. Took the first train down to city hall and met gloria. Walk down to the F1 Pit Building where many runners were there, can't blame though, race about to start very soon. Deposited our bags and got to the starting point. Met many of pinatas down there who are volunteering. So begin the race, giving my virgin encounter to gloria...haha. Non-stop running except for 3 of 4 hydration points where we get a quick drink. Ended the race in 1hr16mins! Slack around while waiting for the rest to wrap up their work and went to Flyer the Popeye's to have lunch. After which many went home due to tiredness/mdes camp while i went with taytay n aaron to Toa Payoh play pool.

Played awhile before i and taytay went to officiate at Toa Payoh Swimming Complex. 1hr only and it ended but the thing is the 800m event which have to flip the card! 1hr and earn $20 already, haha easy money. Went home afterwards with muscle aches and in serious need of sleep...





'The first step to winning is to beat your own self, then others.'

First week of school ended quite smooth, nothing much though. Gonna sleep damn early tonight cos gonna wake up around 4am for nike human run! Hopefully can wake up! haha...

Iphone users would love this...

Created by OnePlusYou


"Don't miss the chances life is giving you to spend with the people you love... Remember that in this life, there are no rewinds."

Morning practise how to play the song 'Love Drunk' on my guitar, not easy though. Then went to sch have lunch with meng and go for I&E first lesson. Quite interesting though, form a group with meng, zal, elvis n leona call 'Just-EI'. As for what we are doing, to be confirm next week.

Met up with some of the guys outside the classroom and went to grab some bites at makan place. Went to vivo with jiaming, zal n kevin. Was looking for bags but ended up going Toys R Us doing stupid stuffs! Was so funny the whole time.


'To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam.'

A little luck
Gravity Defined OST

I lie on my bed
Tonight alone in my room
Ponder what i did yesterday
Eyes close in my head
Mind think what you said
I guess I need some time away
Seems like the feeling hard to fade
What can I say?

I need some luck than just a little bit
Cos every time i try they just won't fit
So i tell myself to fight my rights
I'll need every luck to get me thru

I need some help than just some shit
Like the perfect world that i will create
Cos this time i try i will survive
I'll need all the luck to get me by

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
Was it something i said?
Was it something i did?
Or was it something i never knew?
Could someone tell me what to do to make you say?

I need some luck than just a little bit
Cos every time i try they just won't fit
So i tell myself to fight my rights
I'll need every luck to get me thru

I need some help than just some shit
Like the perfect world that i will create
Cos this time i try i will survive
I'll need all the luck to get me by



'Making every opportunity counts and giving it your all.'

First day of school seems to be quite different, like a totally new environment. First lesson kinda suck anyway, boring like crazy. Then is our 4 hours break which i manage to get like an hour of sleep at our-space. Then lesson at 3 which ended at 6 after which siyao, aaron and i went to run. Jog 20 rounds today with my new shoes! After which i went to eat dinner with gloria. Too exclusive liao! Need to wait so long! hahas..

Wonder how tue lessons will go...

'Treasuring every single moment you had cause you will never know when you might never had it again.'

Woke up around noon time after a well needed rest. Met up with many people for the kite flying at marina barrage. 3pm as the arrangement was but still, many were late, as expected. haha. Then took the bus there and got off to our picnic/flying kite activity. Quite an experience though as it was my first time flying a kite. Seems quite relaxing and with the wind, it was not that hot at all. Relax until 8pm where we make our way to Dhoby Ghaut Xchange to eat Just Acia for dinner and then is home sweet home... Tml is the first day of school! Gotta sleep early!

16/10/09

Got to school for Eng Week briefing but found out that our names wasn't there so decided to back out. Ate at makan place before heading to queensway. Bought my Nike LunarGlide then took the bus down to Flyer to collect mine's n gloria's race pack. Took another bus to Far East where clark n huiping did some shopping. Xilin came quite 'early' though but i, larry n huiping had to go off. Got home settled quickly, grab my stuffs before heading to chua chu kang. Met up with the guys, slack awhile before heading off to the soccer court for some soccer! It's been a long time since we played and the good thing is we still got our telepathy there. Went back around 10plus and ate our Canadian pizzas. Bathed and then celebrated kiat's bday.




17/10/09

Happy Birthday Han Kiat!

Didn't slept the whole night though, slack, talk, play. Left the house around 7am, took bus back home and grab some stuff back home before meeting huiping n larry at commonwealth. Took 105 down to Toa Payoh for our volunteer work. Took attendance then the in charge led us to a particular block a street away. Briefed us about the whole procedure and teams were form. I was in the same team as larry, shun qing, derek and 3 other guys. The unit we were assign to, how do i put it, quite 'amazing'. The whole place has a weird smell, expired food were lying around, many can't be used stuffs were kept.

Thus our day started like that, shifted stuffs out of the house, swept the floor. Lunch was provided then back to clearing stuffs again. Clean most stuffs and sorted out, what that is to be wash or thrown is being done. Met a lot of our everyday friends, if u get what i mean. The house was quite as it original state after the big clean up. Now I'm feeling of taking care of my own house even better. Ended around 5plus and went back home. Damn tired...gonna take a extended rest...

Seriously I'm still not sure about it...

'Even though I try I can't let go, something in your eyes captured my soul and every night I see you in my dreams, you're all I know I can't let go.'

Our Hardwork and Sweat! Nicely earned silver! MDE Dragonboat Team!


Yesterday last day of work. Some nice working memories there. Went to cini with clark and siyao then meet up with lingli n kevin to watch Haeundae: The deadly Tsunami. Quite nice, got touching moments, laughing moments, sad moments. Then ate botak jones after the movie and home sweet home.

Today met up with peeps at ngee ann to eat lunch before gathering and wait for the bus to kallang river. The trip in the bus was horrendous as the aircon break down, bus back tire kinda deflate abit, bus driver poor driving skills, too many problems... Lucky we got there safely. Competition was stiff but we gave our all for the heats and final. Got our wonderful silver though the winner beat us narrowly. It was a good experience as for many, it was their first time rowing. The minor mistakes cost us but great job to every rowers, supporters!

Went with peeps to suntec to eat. Quite a long walk from kallang though. Ate Fish & Co then walk around suntec before going home.


'No matter what kind of obstacles that came and bring us down. The only thing that you can't bring down is the team spirit.'

Manage to swam 20 laps in the pool today. Guess a good beginning to my training for the nike run.

Had some drinks too. Been some time...

除此之外
by 范逸臣

Say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外 要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外 非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开
So Goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在
It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来 这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在
不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while
除此之外 我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
除此之外 我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody
你知道我会
不会走开


'Learning to believe what is ahead then letting the past leads you.'

Love You
by Howl
Boys Over Flowers OST

I keep smelling the fragrance of promise
I guess the wind that swept by you is passing by my side right now
Maybe it's a sunshine in my heart that shines only on you
It even embraces the painful scars

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again

I love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if i can show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if i can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

I'm walking, following you, hiding beneath the moonlight
what do i do if you don't notice
should i make another request to the clouds to rain again
so i can hold your wet heart

love you
bringing you up, i close my eyes tight once again

I love you. if i can fill up both your eyes
I love you. if i can show you my laughter
I'd take everything under the starlight and give them to you
I love you. if i can convey this heart to you
I love you. if you teach that heart
I'll become like it in every way
love you, love you, love you, forever

Woke up late to meet huiping, taytay n liting at woodlands for the Citibank Masters Meet at sports school. So rush down as fast as i could. Lucky reach there still ok, briefing period. After which is the start of the meet, quite a experience though and rather slack as first time officiate as IT start/turn. Joked around with some other TOs and got break too. Good part was the $20 'pay' and the free jersey!

Ended around 6plus, later than the stated 5pm. Went to causeway point get some drink, damn thirsty n hot too! Then i and huiping make our way to Island Creamy while taytay went home, liting go to work. Long bus ride there though and enjoyed the ice cream! Send huiping home first before making my way home, in which the start of my ghost reading stories! Scaring myself only by reading at night...


'Love is a feeling that everyone wants to feel in life to feel completed.Some people have found it, some found it then lost it & some are still looking for it.'

7/10/09

Went for NP Regatta(Dragonboat) training before heading off to chalet. Reached chalet around 7pm then ate the fried noodles zal prepared at home. Played some twister and jenga before being complained 2 times that we were too noisy. So a few of us decides to take a stroll around pasir ris park before going back around 4am.

8/10/09

Woke up around 10am before a few us went to Wild Wild Wet while some rot at the chalet. After that went to prepare for bbq then all the other invited people came. Had some frustrating moment which im damn angry about but nvm then bbq was ok. Many went back while clark n xilin ton. Didn't play drinking games while the rest plays while i lepak around before turning in around 4am. Shouldn't have even think about it...

9/10/09

Checked out then went to mac eat breakfast before going home. Reached home at 1plus before going out to cini watch movie. Then went to Just Acia eat dinner before going home. Damn tired...

'If you ever feel alone at night, look outside at the stars and remember I'll be doing the same, thinking of you.'

Construct from within,
Bringing out from the hard surface it had form over time.
To be build on with extra care,
For this could just be the final resurrection.
As its support is being found,
Measures have to be taken,
Preventing it from being hurt.

Only the unique can be chosen,
Surprises awaits beneath,
Tactfully done to be unfolded nicely.
Great hopes pin within it.

Time will show,
Parts it will revealed.
Miracles to happen,
Not thinking of denial.


Good luck to those trying to understand this. =)

First day back to work. Got alot of newcomers especially alot of malay girls, bet zal must be happy like crazy. Paired up with 3 of the newcomers, mentoring them. After work went to queensway with clark n larry. Clark bought his 2 pairs of shoes and new laces. Seen some shoes but decided to buy next time when got money. Went to KFC at anchorpoint as clark buying chicky meal! haha. The chicky roll he ordered is like 1/4 of a bandito. Went home afterwards.

List of stuffs I'm gonna get!
1)running shoes
2)backpack
3)ipod
4)headphones

so many things to get!!!


'If you were to ask how many times you've ran through my mind, I'd only have to say once because you never left my mind at all.'

Happy Birthday Clark!

Went to celebrate clark's bday at orchard. Sang ktv until 10plus then went home with huiping. Been some time since i went to sing.


'When i see your screen name pop up, my heart skips a beat. When you IM me saying 'Hi' you make my day because for one moment i crossed your mind.'

Went to Heeren with kaiyang, larry, huiping n lingli for some shopping before going to chinatown to get some firecrackers for mid autumn festival. Left them afterward to go to grandma house at punggol. Celebrated charlene's birthday. Had steamboat for dinner before bringing those kids down to play lantern and sparkles for awhile. Went back to the house to cut cake.


nice cake though.

Slack awhile before my uncle send me home, this time i drive again! woots!


'Staring up in the stars, wondering where you are.'

Day 5 Pahang/Kuala Lumpur/Singapore

Everyone woke up late due to the late night sleep. Had breakfast then pack our bags ready to depart. Many memories left behind though is only for 4 days.

Last Group photo!


Boarded the bus for the journey to Mid Valley at KL. Allowance of 2.5 hours given for lunch and shopping. Ate Pizza Hut with xilin, huiping n larry. Walk around the shopping mall, look around but didn't see anything nice so gathered back at meeting point. Board back the bus till the next stop where we had our dinner at A&W! How long never eat that already.



Then i bought a nike t-shirt before going back to bus. Last pit stop next bought some food back home. Feeling back in SG feels so good. Own comfort. Got dad to fetch me home. Unpacked my bag for awhile before i check my mail that i receive my proper driving license! Woots!



'if i had to chose between having my last breath or loving you, i would use my last breath to say i love you.'