Im bak after days of mia! Kinda been busy, well lazy to be in fact.

26/06/09
So last fri went to repair laptop then went to jason house slack awhile before go watch transformers at cini wif chewn n steve tagging along. Then slack around b4 going home.

27/6/09
Sat morning woke up freaking early just for the dry run of AYG and briefing. Met lingli, huiping n taytay then go there. The post i was assigned too barely need to do anything and i even got chance to be a 'swimmer' and receive medal! haha. Then afternoon ended thus go eat lunch at long john then go to orchard to meet clark, siyao n aaron to ktv. huiping went off to meet her potato.=p So we sang like till 7plus and lingli went to meet her friend thus we 4 guys went to dhoby ghaut xchange eat where got free flow of ice cream n drinks! Pics to be uploaded when im really free.

28/6/09
Sunday rot at home doing nothing, when i suppose to revise my work...

29/6/09
First day of sch, so sian must wake up early. Body time must adjust again. Receive my CA CT n i failed by 3 marks!!! Nvm, will have a mini retest nxt week to help pull the 3 marks.

30/6/09
So today got back em3b paper and damn! i can get 80+ marks but due to many careless mistakes cost me my A, got a B instead. Went off early for my AYG briefing n tshirt collection. Then like listen for awhile b4 going bak liao.

Met up with nicholas at 10.30 then wait for aaron b4 having our lunch and go to dance. Didnt really have the energy to dance today, feel a bit restless. Feel that the dance timing part can be better if all learn hw to do each steps clearly, properly cos it like pointless doing the timing part alone when like alot of the dancers are not here today and next practice the same problem will resurface again. Haiz, frustrated.

After that went for ktv(beeleng pangseh! lol). Siyao, ziyi, myself, hong zheng n karen join us too. Nicholas n agnes also abandon us! lol. Nvm. Went to forum mac eat then sang for 3hrs plus and like cost $14. Had fun also thks to karen tryin to get us as high as her! hahas. Pics taken using karen's hp, so wait for her to send ba!

So today slpt until quite late until like afternoon then wake up. Suppose to go do pmr wif matt but then aiya lazy ah. Then went to sch to meet up for the jogging. Ran like 8 round then stop cos the pace was diff today. Then went to eat b4 going home.

Cant wait for tml!

Im back! After like 4 days without com, it feels great to be back using it. Though im not 100% sure it is ok. So sat nite went out wif hid, matt, siyao, zal, agnes, aaron, joanna to firestation, a newly open bar at bukit timah. Kinda sux though...nvm. Went to alahzar eat then agnes n joanna went off while we ton at kap till morning...

Sunday was juz rotting at home, sleeping most of the time...hah. Monday went to sch do pmr project first phrase wif matt. Sadly i receive email tat my ca got F ): Retest is nxt week...Gonna wake up now n focus!

Today 2nd practise for dance! Morning went to do pmr then went to learn the whole dance today n it was quite fun! I tink thurs can leave early ba. Cant wait! Tml gonna do pmr again then off for joggin wif huiping n gang...

Temporary using my bro's com for now. So wed soccer match was wonderful, won the team which trash us 9-4 the other time, 6-5! There were nice goals, some nice plays and a nicely excuted sliding tackle by me! hahas.

So yst morning went for my survival test and i pass! woots! Pretty shacked afterwards and rushed home to get my stuffs for pinata @ sentosa. Met up with clark n xilin at vivo b4 going in. Had fun overall. Watched the freshies played the telematch n tug of war like wat we did last time. After is which we had our SLs vs freshies tug of war which we won! lol. Then is off to recreational activities and played volleyball! It was so funny and damn the sand keeps getting into my eyes.

In all, my left leg got cuts by the sand, right leg toe got muscle sprain, body got minor sunburnt... Head off to the hawker at interchange for dinner b4 going to skypark slack awhile then is home sweet home...

Ok not gonna be blogging frequently until my com is ok...Damn it crash 2 nites ago. Gonna send for repairs later. So anything juz sms/call me or leave a off9 msg on msn, tag, facebk. I will check back often.

Had the first dance training yst and it was quite fun. Partnered hou jun, =.= as alot of girls didn turn up. Learn the first half of the dance then went off for bugis with clark, jiaming, huiping, xilin, weiyang, nicholas, sushan, ziyi, kaiyang to buy singlet for sentosa. Met up with lingli n kevin at bugis then like shop shop before going to mos burger eat n off home!

Survival test on thurs morning and feel nervous, though should be very easy to pass..

Back from tennis wif jiaming n wenhao. Too long nvr play, so kinda lost all the skills. Ok tis post gonna be quite short. 4 person have already solve the code to my 2nd blog and ok, so nw u knw what is in there but pls dont spread out. May be doing a revised code soon, when im really free.

剩下我們坐在岸邊 看著她越走越遠
白色星星 迎著海面 沙灘好遠
而他的心 去了哪裡 我們都無能為力
是誰的手 能牽他回來
Does she know Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾 恍然明白那時候
為何要 對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛 不能重來的傷害 我們都學會了釋懷

兩個朋友 一個最愛 不可能有的未來
只是結局 卻讓我們 如此意外 YEAH~
她的決定 終於坦白 開了玩笑的安排
怪 誰的錯 我們都失敗
Does she know Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾 恍然明白那時候 為何要 對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛 不能重來的傷害
而我們學會了釋懷 wo~ oh~

Does she know Don't think so
愛上了同一個遺憾 恍然明白那時候 為何要 對彼此為難
Tell me she knows I don't think so
我們都不屬於她的愛 不能重來的傷害
而我們學會了釋懷

Signing off! adios!

A well earn rest today, actually is juz rotting at home doing nothing, nt even using com until like now. Went to cut my hair and eat dinner wif my family at imm. Met lingli at the m1 shop cos she working there today. Kinda have a slightly different hair style cut cos my hair stylist was busy wif another customer n i kinda rushing to hav dinner wif my family so i let another stylist cut.

Feelings surface and disappear without a notice
Actions allows imagination to wander
Don't know is it me or you
But i feel we might be getting further apart
Seeing you with another guy, holding him
I cant help but feel sad?
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Though i cant seem to find any
Wondering why i only see you in my dreams
I don't care what they say
Cause I'm gonna be with you
Just leave me even when i don't know how we will become
Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I tried to get you but you're so hot that i melted
I just need some time to think, need some time to breathe
I want a simple explanation; what I'm feeling inside
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain
I don't wanna love another
I never thought I'd find another love like this
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear
Gonna let go when it is time to let go
I'm sorry about all the things i said to you
Its too late to apologize...Its too late

random post lol..

Woke up freaking early today at 7am then rush down to meet huiping, lingli n nicholas tay at woodlands again. Didn have breakfast cos too rush. Then briefing at the sports school b4 i n nich got assign as temporary 'baskets' roles while lingli n huiping got to be the ushers. Until like 10am we got to our actual roles of being backup timekeepers and it was fun n stressful at the same time! Zhong rong, erwin n adrain were there too as volunteers, same as gloria. Got a free tee too! Like got aura wearing it, wif the words 'Singapore Swimming' behind! haha. Then we go lunch at causeway point b4 taking bus down to bugis! =.=

So alighted at bugis then walked to city hall mrt to meet clark, ky, xilin, larry, kevin. Then xilin n lingli want to see bags at peninsula so go there walk but in the end didn buy anything. Went to suntec IT fair later and was quite boring as nothing much compare to previous one. Then ky, xilin going somewhere, larry n huiping going home so off they go. Aaron came meet us from his work so we went to ryoichi at marina square eat then go to suntec benkerzin eat cheese cake!



Its half price when we bought it. New York cheese cake though looks like strawberry topping on it. Spend quite ok today but whole day really damn tired...Lucky tml got break at home. Can rest more. =D

Saded, post too long, cant post what i wanted to write.

Went to Causeway point meet taytay n malaysian(carrine) for lunch at long john b4 meeting huiping n lingli at interchange and carrine also went off somewhere. Had our first practical and was fun but tense. All pass! Then came our theory test and so stress la, the ans all so similar. In the end the lowest was 72 while the highest was 94! So happy la though we dunno our own result. Now offically can be called a Technical Officer for swimming! hahhs. After that we took a bus down to Ikea at queensway to meet clark, kaiyang n kevin. Taytay n kaiyang got something on so went off then we went to Ikea eat and 'shop'. Huiping sister also came down and juz walk around b4 going home.

Darn, tml 7am must be at woodlands for breakfast then go the Singapore National Swimming Championship at sports school helping out as backup timekeepers! Woots! excited about it but freaking early to wake up. Going to penisula after that then to IT fair and maybe buying some stuffs!

Feelings stay the same..

Went to sch for gym in the morning but didn gym cos feeling weak from the ice cream stomach ache then went to makan wif siyao. Then siyao went to hang up pahang form wif clark n larry while i met lingli and we went for AYG training. Met up wif nicholas tay n huiping n gloria there. Kinda bored with the 'lecture' so like fallen asleep! Tml still got test for it! Muz pass to get my cert! Then ate mac with them b4 going down to lao pa sat for ben's belated party! Ziyi came to join us too! lol! Then eat dinner n celebrate b4 going to esplanade to chill awhile.











Feeling sad regarding 2 things though i shouldnt be sad about this 2 stuffs and im not allowed to. Sigh...

By the way, beeleng! told u got my peace sign too! hahas!

Starts of holiday and feel so great. Afternoon went to velocity eat ice cream buffet with siyao, lingli, clark, karen, erwin, larry, zhong rong, ck, xilin, adrian, kevin and i cant remember got who else, too many ppl ler. It cost like 17.50 and really have to make up for the cos so ate like 12 scoops of it and wow, stomach is so full of ice cream, feels so weird. Think nxt time not gonna try it anymore. Too much of ice cream very scary!

Then decide to go dhoby ghaut cos some say wan arcade, some wan movie, some wan lan. Reached there that time we broke up. I went with clark, karen, lingli, xilin, siyao, eugene, junxi while ziyi come later after paper. Watched the movie Blood: The Last Vampire and can say it sux though. Too much CGI liao and storyline weird weird de. After that go near parklane there eat dou jiang you tiao. Eat liao jiu zao home ler.

So many things happen i dont really want to talk about it. Maybe nxt time when i post up ba. Damn pissed at the moment. So tml is gym at sch b4 going for AYG training then off to ben's farewell party! :D

Finally back to blogging after 2 days without com. The thing is i got desktop but i dun wan to use. Then my laptop is sunday that time i put my bag on the chair then it suddenly drop. LCD screen like crack so yst go repair, today morning then collect. Miss me right! msn n blog n facebook nvr see me! lols. Just nice common test period so distraction gone away. lol.

One thing to announce is the start of my holidays! CT today over. Yst CA was cui lor. So hard and nw pray to pass. EM3B was not bad, should be able to score. Then went exercise wif lingli, siyao, clark n elvis. Jogged like 7 rounds my ankle there cmi. Then awhile later go eat at market again! =.= Since sunday been eating at same place liao.

Sigh...giving n taking, 2 opposite things but very close to each other. How can one still not make the decision and still lead 2 innocent people have the misunderstanding causing so much discomfort among everyone, even those around them. There is so many things that doesnt seem to be tally and is getting complicated as the thing goes on. I guess no one will be happy until something is done...

Today woke up late around 10plus! Suppose to meet 10am at sch de. So rush and reached sch at 11plus. Studied at makan place until it closes at 2.30pm. Ate kaki fuyong(beeleng, told u i will eat! =p)then went to library found a room and abt to take out our stuffs when the librarian came and we talk cock abit so manage to have the room. Study till abt 4, 5 plus then go off to JP meet my mum. Ate dinner and went shopping afterwards.



Nice right my new wallet! Old one the coin pouch spoil liao. Then like go on shopping spree, bought 2 new shirts(a white n a yellow) at spade. Then went to buy a broad shorts for sentosa then went to buy a smart casual shoes for outings or events purpose. Spend like $100 over in a day! Think is ok ba? Since so long nvr shop ler.

SHERREMS identity items list:(to be acquired during holidays)
1)bag
2)shirt
3)hair style?
4)shorts?
5)others stuffs?

Finally recalled wat i wan to blog abt yst but since like post so long i leave it for another day.

Woots! cleared my econs test today! can say is can score! haha. Then pmr took the quiz and got my full 10 marks again! yea. 2 more papers to go now! Im gonna make sure i score for ca n em3b.

Gonna go out study tml n sunday and battle mode should begins. Wait until my CT over than i think of the revised code. Dont feel like getting distracted by other things though now currently playing cube field! lols.

Ok kinda late to post as i was studying econs earlier. So usual lessons then went for the pahang meeting so juz some briefing b4 going eat at mkp then went to the guitar fair juz to sign attendence, while nicholas bought his guitar. Then swimming and kinda slightly injured myself on my ankle so not gonna aggravate any injuries nw since my survival test is nxt week. Read this interesting post from one of my lecturer blog and well, ur should read it. :)

Relativity
one great Teacher ever taught humans, "all things exists in relativity.." .. but how many of us really understood the meaning?

well .. from my humbly short life span here.. this is my point ..
my close friend has been attached with another partner for over 7 yrs, and one day, his partner left town for a few days, to attend to some personal matters..
over dinner, he shared with me, "i think i can understand how you guys felt when you just broke off, its like, some one, is just not there, where you were so used to finding it there last time"

well .. bingo ..
we came to Earth alone [ok, some may be twins or triplets, but most of us, alone]
and we will leave Earth, some day, alone, also ..
then? why did every one fear to be alone, to be lonely, to be unattached with another?
why did every one cry when he just broke off? why does the heart ache so much when some one left us?

because... some one had been into our hearts .. feel it with warmth .. and joy ..
more than words can describe.. its like some sweet dreams, in the heavens..
and when some one left us? this warmth and joy will be sucked out ..
and we gone back to where we all started, alone..

then why painful?
because, we had experienced "it" before... and without which, in comparison, its much colder and less joyful in where we used to be..
its like this scenario .. you had been born and live in a poor, run down, squatters' slum area... and one day, u met some one who brought you into a palace to stay, for a period of time.. ... and then place you back into the slum ..
how would you feel by then?
you had grown up in the slum, spent many years there.. but look what happened now?
you start to miss those days in the palace.. start to find the slum smelly and dirty, start to..... feel bad?

well .. isn't this relativity?
slum is good .. as long as it is relative to nothing, nothing to compare with..
what now? slum when placed in relative to a palace... you know the answer..

we feel lonely, we think we are lonely, we think we need some one ..
its because we HAD some one before.. and we want it again, if possible, forever..

this, in a way, its a form of desire, if not managed properly, will lead humans astray, and start doing wrong things..

put your perspective right,,, where did we start?
slum .
palace, nice place no doubt, but how many can actually stay in there forever?
we came here alone, will be leaving here alone .. so no point spent your days alive craving for partnership, fighting loneliness.

live life .. dun waste it . my life is ending, trust me, dun regret anything when you breathe your last.

Had a good slp last nite cos today no IS so like woke up around 10plus. Then went to sch around 12plus eat before going lib trying to do work but to no avail :( Then was like doing nth for the whole time until nite go eat dinner then zao liao.

I guess got some complains regarding the previous code too hard ardy. Maybe i will come up with a slightly easier version in a few days or so.

Exciting news is that i got selected to be SL for the Pahang Camp trip! Woots! Then nxt thurs to sat had to go sports sch for training for the AYG event. So many events coming up, i guess im gonna be very busy! :D

Rather early to blog nw. Cant blame, nothing to do in class, didn bother to listen to class cos like dont understand?? So my CA quiz in the morning was like gone case? Cant really remember hw to do or which formula to apply to which question. The thing is, the questions are similar to the sample on mel! damn! And i was like slping after every question cos freaking tired. So first test over and second test ended like some time ago. Should score but like made a mistake with one of the calculation, so i nt sure correct anot. 3rd test coming up! sian! Today gonna be a good boy and go home eat! haha. Burning out ah, so like gonna take a rest early if not CT i no strength.

So decided to do a code after so many ppl bugging me for the link... Can crack this means u know the link to my 2nd blog. And keep it to urself if u noe the link, dont wan many to find out.

Angels provide what we desire but what i seek is what it gives,
including it is a 3 letters arrows like the darts in the bulleye.

A keyboard with letters and numbers i see,
for what i seek is the one in between 2 numbers as its original letter is beside it.

The word i see which tends to be commonly used,
written on the previous one before where you may search for it with a little hope.

A family of definitely, letting the wind assume your situation,
in which thereafter will lead you to the thing you seek with the most believe.

Good luck deciphering the link here!^^

Updates!

Took my 3rd test just now, dbs and is so freaking hard. Lucky it is open book and we like keep asking teacher how to do, and he really gives hints! Funny thing is we go around copying! lols! Did alot of funny stuff and were wondering is this a tutorial or a test. haha. Seriously i got smth in mind but dunno hw to say.hmm.

Feel so piss right now that i dont really have the mood to blog properly. It juz feels so angry thinking about everything related and i will nt be venting it out here. Want to find out either talk to me, maybe i will say or can go my 2nd blog where i used for venting out purpose though only a handful know the link. So i can say slowly find ba.

Did my em3b quiz and was like easy? lucky. Then go late for dbs as we have early lunch thus lunchtime we went to do work. Then SE as usual and off to play bball b4 running wif lingli, ziyi, joanne n nicholas at track. Ate at market n zao home liao. Tml got CA quiz and im damn scared, dunno how to do sia. Must mug thru the nite nw!

Updates!

Forgot one thing, wanna say thks to siyao, ziyi, gavin, huiping, nick tay and others whom im nt sure off/cant rmb who, that help me thru this period! thks guys! love ya!